Day 1

Just need to pick up some things at Shopping World!

Day 2

Wow, Shopping World has it all. I'm impressed.

Day 3

I'm done shopping now. It's time to head for the checkout area.

Day 4

Where is the checkout area? Where is the exit? I should ask an associate for help.

Day 5

I am hungry and dehydated. I cannot find an associate, or another shopper for that matter. But at least I have my shopping here in my shopping cart.

Day 6

The aisles here are so long, the shelves so high. I cannot help but admire them.

Day 7

I remain lost. But I take solance in the knowledge that God does not abandon His wretched creatures.

Day 8

My family members do not appear clearly in my mind. I am beginning to forget them, their faces, their names. Maybe I do not have family members. Maybe I am suffering from a delusion.

Day 9

A Buy One, Get One Free sale. Now that's a good deal.

Day 10

GOD. I HAD FAITH IN YOU MY WHOLE LIFE. WHY DO YOU PUNISH ME LIKE THIS. I HAD FAITH MY WHOLE LIFE FOR NOTHING.

Day 11

My shopping is not edible. No matter how hard I try, my body will not digest this foam and plastic. I drank dirty water from a mop bucket. Although I waited for hours at the bucket, the custodian did not come. Where are the other shoppers?

Day 12

ANSWER ME GOD. ANSWER ME GOD. ANSWER ME GOD ANSWER ME GOD ANSWER ME GOD ANSWER

Day 13

I am beginning to regret coming to Shopping World.

Day 14

I should have lived my life differently. Why, in a world of such possibility, did I live as I did? I should have followed through on my ambitions. I should have told him that I loved him. Now I will die in Shopping World, a world of no possibility.

Day 15

Shadows appear to me. There are shadows where there should not be shadows. When I ask them for help, they laugh at me.

Day 16

I have befriended a shadow.

Day 17

The shadow was not my friend. I do not want to talk about what it did.

Day 18

Day of tears and suffering

Day 19

No hope

Day 20

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Day 21

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Day 22

I'm sorry God

Day 23

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Day 24

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Day 25

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Day 26

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Day 27

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Day 28

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Day 29

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Day 30

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